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Dance to this beat
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Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off lyrics
by Panic at the Disco
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I'd really let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more win, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
by Panic at the Disco
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I'd really let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more win, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
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THIS IS THE SUMMER BLOG! WOOHOO!!!!
2 min read
I'm getting booooored now and o really need to go somewhere else.
of course, drawing is my best way to exit stress but i really need some time out from FINE ARTS, even for a while. school has been very tiring and after everything(thesis and GEs), i can still feel the pressure even if SLEEPING is now for FREE. My head still search for something to do, which is not bad but the fact that i'm not comfortable with it makes everything NOT COOL.
PLEASE JOHN, sleep is free... go ahead!
But it's fun to feel FREEDOM again after the great colonization of requirements. gaaahh, i can draw all things i want to draw, paint something i really want to paint. do something for myself and even have breakfast inside the house (i missed it! *cry*)
EVERYTHING ABOUT SUMMER SI COOL. except for the fact that the temperature is very high and it makes me drown with my sweat. geez, It's so hot and sometimes it's irritating. AIRCONDITIONER PLEASE!
Today, i started sketching something (secret!) that will be watercolor-ed some other day. geez, just watched Fight Club again and until now, that movie still owns me and i dunno where will it stop. oh well...coolness is immortal.
FINALLY, GRADUATION is here and i'm happy and sad at the same time. i'm happy because i can now see the product of studying in school.(at least!) my second time to graduate!!! (NO GRADE FOR KINDERGARTEN AND ELEMENTARY!=fail!)
Actually i don't really care about grades in school but i do care on how i work with things... i'm not the BEST but i can be better, and i know there's a lot of things that i must still learn from different places and different times. this is only the beginning of my journey as an independent person and i hope i do good with this industry.
oh well, time to say goodnight, until then guys... see you somewhere!!!
of course, drawing is my best way to exit stress but i really need some time out from FINE ARTS, even for a while. school has been very tiring and after everything(thesis and GEs), i can still feel the pressure even if SLEEPING is now for FREE. My head still search for something to do, which is not bad but the fact that i'm not comfortable with it makes everything NOT COOL.
PLEASE JOHN, sleep is free... go ahead!
But it's fun to feel FREEDOM again after the great colonization of requirements. gaaahh, i can draw all things i want to draw, paint something i really want to paint. do something for myself and even have breakfast inside the house (i missed it! *cry*)
EVERYTHING ABOUT SUMMER SI COOL. except for the fact that the temperature is very high and it makes me drown with my sweat. geez, It's so hot and sometimes it's irritating. AIRCONDITIONER PLEASE!
Today, i started sketching something (secret!) that will be watercolor-ed some other day. geez, just watched Fight Club again and until now, that movie still owns me and i dunno where will it stop. oh well...coolness is immortal.
FINALLY, GRADUATION is here and i'm happy and sad at the same time. i'm happy because i can now see the product of studying in school.(at least!) my second time to graduate!!! (NO GRADE FOR KINDERGARTEN AND ELEMENTARY!=fail!)
Actually i don't really care about grades in school but i do care on how i work with things... i'm not the BEST but i can be better, and i know there's a lot of things that i must still learn from different places and different times. this is only the beginning of my journey as an independent person and i hope i do good with this industry.
oh well, time to say goodnight, until then guys... see you somewhere!!!
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HELLO EVERYONE!! PLESE READ THIS...
1 min read
Hello guys! my summer break will start tomorrow and i'm so excited about it...
guys i know i'm not that good at drawing or even in photography... but i really need to ask you guys for some ideas...
PLEASE REPLY HERE DIFFERENT IDEAS OR THINGS THAT YOU WANT ME TO DRAW, ILLUSTRATE OR SHOOT... (anything). i just want to be (a little bit) busy this weekend.
I'LL wait for your replies... see y'all everywhere!
guys i know i'm not that good at drawing or even in photography... but i really need to ask you guys for some ideas...
PLEASE REPLY HERE DIFFERENT IDEAS OR THINGS THAT YOU WANT ME TO DRAW, ILLUSTRATE OR SHOOT... (anything). i just want to be (a little bit) busy this weekend.
I'LL wait for your replies... see y'all everywhere!
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HERE COMES THE SUN!
4 min read
Waahhhh!!!! And then it ENDED like it flew away together with the flawless wind, in the mist of the endless night, tiring days and trapped soul... THESIS... thank you and goodbye. IT'S OVERRRRRR!!!!
But almost 9 hours had passed, i still feel the pressure inside of me. the inconsistent flow of blood in my veins. I really enjoyed presenting in front of people who seem to give no mercy... because this makes me strong...the real challenge is ON.
there are two negative reactions: first, is about the material, one panelist told me she doesn't like it because it's heavy..(because my book contains hard-bound pages.) i don't know how to react when she added..."why don't use old carton or recycle paper. it might show your sincerity about saving the world." ... 2 points was blinking inside my head: 1.) di ba publication to? do i really need to use other stuff pa?" 2.) i think there are other existing hardbound books for children, bakit sa lahat pa ng mapupuna is yung bigat nun???"
the second one is the font at the lower part of my pages. yeah, i admit it! mejo minadali ko siya at di ko naisip yung iba pang alternative fonts.XD and the panelist we're really nice and i really love to do their other suggestions.
Other comments were great and cool. first really nice comment is about my speech communication. Good that my professor in Comm3 gave me a hard time to practice more. I was so stuneed when they told me i'm a good speaker and i'm good for advertising and marketing.
They also loved how i did my letras y figuras because it's really cute and friendly for children. the colors blend with each other (though they told me to brighten the bg color a little bit.) and the visuals are entertaining. One panelist wants me to make postcards and i really love his idea about making my thesis a poster+activity book. i already talked to Sir To about the change i want for my thesis exhibition and he told me i can do it. I really love this day specially when i went out of the room... a sudden smile appeared from nowhere and filled my heart with happiness that i can't even feel i'm sleepless and tired.
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OH WELL, since it's finally over, i will start making artworks again(photography and illustrations). i will try to be more serious with my illustrations and broaden my ideas. I'm one step away from working so i need to act professional to be a professional... not a kid, not a student.
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WHAT I WANT TO DO THIS SUMMER:
1.) Go to the Beach
2.) Family Outing. (we wil go to leisure farm, lemery, batangas.) and somewhere... random.XD
3.) Arrange my portfolio and do new stuff like painting on canvas again and use acrylic...againnnn.
4.) Planning to do workshop for children.
5.) Rest a liitle while then find a job.
6.) Develop my speaking and writing skills. (john's ENGLISH= FAIL.)
7.) Go back to basics. (in drawing, painting, perspective, etc.)
8.) BAND PRACTICES AND GIGS.
9.) Left 4 dayssssss..... (Kiko, Nico, Aj...COME ONE!)
10) Find Happiness.
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After being stressed, i feel nothing(NUMB). everything feels low. (communication, music, art, even with sex.) It's just an HONEST revelation. i'm unproductive and i hate it. i need to be a happy person again. IRIS... let's go shoot! COME ON! deym my legs are shaking!XD
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I really need to sleep but i can't sleep. I've been awake for 69 hours or almost 3 days (one hour sleep everyday.SERIOUSLY). i want to sleep already because thesis is over but my head is waking me up after 30 mins. KAhit one hour lang sana! *cry*
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GUYS, if you want to love me, please reply and i'll love you back. waahh!! see you guys anywhere!
But almost 9 hours had passed, i still feel the pressure inside of me. the inconsistent flow of blood in my veins. I really enjoyed presenting in front of people who seem to give no mercy... because this makes me strong...the real challenge is ON.
there are two negative reactions: first, is about the material, one panelist told me she doesn't like it because it's heavy..(because my book contains hard-bound pages.) i don't know how to react when she added..."why don't use old carton or recycle paper. it might show your sincerity about saving the world." ... 2 points was blinking inside my head: 1.) di ba publication to? do i really need to use other stuff pa?" 2.) i think there are other existing hardbound books for children, bakit sa lahat pa ng mapupuna is yung bigat nun???"
the second one is the font at the lower part of my pages. yeah, i admit it! mejo minadali ko siya at di ko naisip yung iba pang alternative fonts.XD and the panelist we're really nice and i really love to do their other suggestions.
Other comments were great and cool. first really nice comment is about my speech communication. Good that my professor in Comm3 gave me a hard time to practice more. I was so stuneed when they told me i'm a good speaker and i'm good for advertising and marketing.
They also loved how i did my letras y figuras because it's really cute and friendly for children. the colors blend with each other (though they told me to brighten the bg color a little bit.) and the visuals are entertaining. One panelist wants me to make postcards and i really love his idea about making my thesis a poster+activity book. i already talked to Sir To about the change i want for my thesis exhibition and he told me i can do it. I really love this day specially when i went out of the room... a sudden smile appeared from nowhere and filled my heart with happiness that i can't even feel i'm sleepless and tired.
------------
OH WELL, since it's finally over, i will start making artworks again(photography and illustrations). i will try to be more serious with my illustrations and broaden my ideas. I'm one step away from working so i need to act professional to be a professional... not a kid, not a student.
------------
WHAT I WANT TO DO THIS SUMMER:
1.) Go to the Beach
2.) Family Outing. (we wil go to leisure farm, lemery, batangas.) and somewhere... random.XD
3.) Arrange my portfolio and do new stuff like painting on canvas again and use acrylic...againnnn.
4.) Planning to do workshop for children.
5.) Rest a liitle while then find a job.
6.) Develop my speaking and writing skills. (john's ENGLISH= FAIL.)
7.) Go back to basics. (in drawing, painting, perspective, etc.)
8.) BAND PRACTICES AND GIGS.
9.) Left 4 dayssssss..... (Kiko, Nico, Aj...COME ONE!)
10) Find Happiness.
-------------
After being stressed, i feel nothing(NUMB). everything feels low. (communication, music, art, even with sex.) It's just an HONEST revelation. i'm unproductive and i hate it. i need to be a happy person again. IRIS... let's go shoot! COME ON! deym my legs are shaking!XD
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I really need to sleep but i can't sleep. I've been awake for 69 hours or almost 3 days (one hour sleep everyday.SERIOUSLY). i want to sleep already because thesis is over but my head is waking me up after 30 mins. KAhit one hour lang sana! *cry*
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GUYS, if you want to love me, please reply and i'll love you back.
waahh!! see you guys anywhere!
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My dreams.
4 min read
OK...Journal to release all the pressure of thesis work.
Oh well, as you can see, i'm really really busy right now and trying to do everything in two weeks. I'm a graduating student and every professor wants everything before March ends. I'm still hoping for a "magic" to come and do my thesis. Hope everything's alright.O_o.
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i want to write more poems and i really want to draw again. i want to explore more styles (more mature style) to improve my illustration and expression. i'm planning to combine the two... do a poem and illustrate it... sounds cliche but probably i'll enjoy it and make me feel better... sana.
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SCHOOL will END again and right now i feel sad about it. Graduation is a good start of a NEW world. i know it's not like going to college, high school or elementary... and i'll really miss the word "classmate" after this graduation. whow... it feels weird but i really need to get out of school and work work work... in order to have my own money and buy my own everything(car,house, koko krunch, etc.)
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SUMMER!!! What's your plans??? Me... i'm planning to make money out of my hands...BUSINESSSSSS. and if i have the time, i want to teach children how to draw or anything about creativity...i really love children. and the best thing i can do to achieve one of my dreams is to teach those children ART. I know that there's a purpose why i passed and studied in UP Diliman... and i think i really need to serve to return the favor for educating me. ISKOLAR ng BAYAN is ISKOLAR NG BAYAN FOREVER.
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Oh well, if ever i really greaduate this sem (XD), i would like to work and make a business for my family then study again (maybe Japan or CALIFORNIA) for my Master's Degree. Someday, i WILL be a professor in UPCFA... It's a GOAL and i really need to reach it in order to complete what i want my life to be.
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I HAD A WEIRD DREAM. Alodia was there! and i dunno why.
dumating daw ako na may dalang props for an event. then andun siya nakangiti... tapos nakita ko bigla na lang niya kinuha yung batman na mask sa dala ko... and i was like... "OH GOSH!". then yung event pala ay isang cosplay thing, tapos nakita ko si Mica at Aaron na magkasamang kumakain ng Hotdog sandwich and umiinow ng coke. tapos sabi nila, "john, wala kang kasama?? tara sama ka samin." sumama naman ako... tas nakita ko daw na nagleleft 4 dead sila Aj, Nico and Kiko. tapos nakita ko si Isa na mag-isa lang then bumibili ng comics. tinry ko siya sundan kaso biglang nakita niya sila ice and rayson, kaya umalis ako. then nakita ko si sandee tapos nag-hi siya then she smiled tapos sabi niya "pauwi na ko,sabay ka?" then yun bigla lang siya umalis then hinila ako ni Mica tas kinukurot niya yung taba ko sa tagiliran, asar na asar ako kaya sinumbong ko siya kay aaron tas nagtampo daw si aaron kasi di siya pinakikinggan ni mica. tas yun, andun din sila jin tas yung tux team, dumaan lang... tapos ahhmm.. nakita ko kumakain daw si bianx ng sandwich then nag-hi siya. nagulat ako kung bakit siya nag-hi. tas yun... nakita ko si Alodia ulit... tas naka-smile lang siya sakin...tapos may inabot siyang pera sakin sabi ko "for what?" tapos umalis lang siya bigla... hinabol ko siya tas sabi ko.. "hi, i'm john"... tapos kinamayan ko siya then sabi niya "hello, i'm alodia! thanks for your help ha. but i really need to go" parang may hinahabol siya at kinakabahan talaga siyang malate... parang ganon.
It's really weird.... THESIS made me think of things that never entered my mind before. other situation really happened before and maybe it entered my mind because i thought of it before i sleep. gaahh... it really made me feel better but somehow, waking up make everything worst again.
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OK... time to work.. hpe you guys are doing well!
Oh well, as you can see, i'm really really busy right now and trying to do everything in two weeks. I'm a graduating student and every professor wants everything before March ends. I'm still hoping for a "magic" to come and do my thesis. Hope everything's alright.O_o.
----------
i want to write more poems and i really want to draw again. i want to explore more styles (more mature style) to improve my illustration and expression. i'm planning to combine the two... do a poem and illustrate it... sounds cliche but probably i'll enjoy it and make me feel better... sana.
----------
SCHOOL will END again and right now i feel sad about it. Graduation is a good start of a NEW world. i know it's not like going to college, high school or elementary... and i'll really miss the word "classmate" after this graduation. whow... it feels weird but i really need to get out of school and work work work... in order to have my own money and buy my own everything(car,house, koko krunch, etc.)
----------
SUMMER!!! What's your plans??? Me... i'm planning to make money out of my hands...BUSINESSSSSS. and if i have the time, i want to teach children how to draw or anything about creativity...i really love children. and the best thing i can do to achieve one of my dreams is to teach those children ART. I know that there's a purpose why i passed and studied in UP Diliman... and i think i really need to serve to return the favor for educating me. ISKOLAR ng BAYAN is ISKOLAR NG BAYAN FOREVER.
----------
Oh well, if ever i really greaduate this sem (XD), i would like to work and make a business for my family then study again (maybe Japan or CALIFORNIA) for my Master's Degree. Someday, i WILL be a professor in UPCFA... It's a GOAL and i really need to reach it in order to complete what i want my life to be.
----------
I HAD A WEIRD DREAM. Alodia was there! and i dunno why.
dumating daw ako na may dalang props for an event. then andun siya nakangiti... tapos nakita ko bigla na lang niya kinuha yung batman na mask sa dala ko... and i was like... "OH GOSH!". then yung event pala ay isang cosplay thing, tapos nakita ko si Mica at Aaron na magkasamang kumakain ng Hotdog sandwich and umiinow ng coke. tapos sabi nila, "john, wala kang kasama?? tara sama ka samin." sumama naman ako... tas nakita ko daw na nagleleft 4 dead sila Aj, Nico and Kiko. tapos nakita ko si Isa na mag-isa lang then bumibili ng comics. tinry ko siya sundan kaso biglang nakita niya sila ice and rayson, kaya umalis ako. then nakita ko si sandee tapos nag-hi siya then she smiled tapos sabi niya "pauwi na ko,sabay ka?" then yun bigla lang siya umalis then hinila ako ni Mica tas kinukurot niya yung taba ko sa tagiliran, asar na asar ako kaya sinumbong ko siya kay aaron tas nagtampo daw si aaron kasi di siya pinakikinggan ni mica. tas yun, andun din sila jin tas yung tux team, dumaan lang... tapos ahhmm.. nakita ko kumakain daw si bianx ng sandwich then nag-hi siya. nagulat ako kung bakit siya nag-hi. tas yun... nakita ko si Alodia ulit... tas naka-smile lang siya sakin...tapos may inabot siyang pera sakin sabi ko "for what?" tapos umalis lang siya bigla... hinabol ko siya tas sabi ko.. "hi, i'm john"... tapos kinamayan ko siya then sabi niya "hello, i'm alodia! thanks for your help ha. but i really need to go" parang may hinahabol siya at kinakabahan talaga siyang malate... parang ganon.
It's really weird.... THESIS made me think of things that never entered my mind before. other situation really happened before and maybe it entered my mind because i thought of it before i sleep. gaahh... it really made me feel better but somehow, waking up make everything worst again.
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OK... time to work.. hpe you guys are doing well!
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